I'm thinking of him again. Is that wrong? He texted me after I deleted his number, so he had to cross my mind... I looked at his profile. He's hanging out with those people, you know the ones who do drugs? He's in THAT again. I don't know what made me cry, the fact that he gave up again or the fact that I crossed his mind once in a 3 week period. Honestly, I don't know what I'm doing thinking about him again. I guess it's the fact that I care so much about him and I'd hate to see him at age 20 on house arrest... I pray for him and his family every night. Not to be a jerk, but he's from a broken home, and doesn't have much self esteem. I don't know what's bothering him. I think it has something to do with his dad. I haven't ever heard him speak about him... or any of his family. I met his sister once, and that was just out of random, she just happened to be in his room otherwise I would have never been introduced. Your still not alone girls.
xoxo, that girl
Thursday, June 21, 2012
We all know that High School relationships have their stereotypical moments. Well, turns out I have had many of those moments. You go for the older guy think he's different, BOOM spear right through the heart. Now every girl thinks there life is over after that right? Basically, now I admitt that was me in my first incident, but now that I'm going to be a sophomore I'm kind of warming up to the idea of not fully trusting a guy that tells you he "loves" you. I still have those stab through the heart moments, but now that I've found God they tend to not happen that often. So, all in all I'm saying that this girl needs to take a deep breath and read her bible, along with knowing that there are more fish in the sea. Stay true girls. Your not alone. With much love, that girl.